awareness · life

Pain!

As I face the daily challenges of working hard, building myself, and most times being behind the deadlines, I realized the biggest challenge here is to actually is pain. If I can not embrace the pain, accept it lovingly, be with it, go through it, no challenge in life can be resolved! So I am trying to understand how to love the pain. The pain of waking up early, the pain of not feeling like focusing yet focusing thinking of the real goal, the pain of struggle, the pain of persistence, the pain of giving up the luxuries of watching TV, the pain of not eating just when I want to and what I want to. All these pain, I have to find a way to welcome them, walk with them, only that can lead to a life that I hope for myself. The more I run away from my pain the farther I am going from my goal and closer to real destruction of life.

The choice is clear, I have to be friend with all these pain, I have to embrace it to have a better life.

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Coming Back Where Left…

Last few days I kind of drifted away from my goal, it has been hard and not being able to continue what I should have made it harder and I became depressed!

As I was listening to a motivational speech today, I heard the talk about the importance of failure before success. Now, when I used to hear about failure before success I used to think something like failed business before you continue another and become successful when you dont give up. But today as I was listening to the talk I realized the days I am unable to focus, and show up for my tasks towards my goal, are my failure days, so it doesn’t matter if I have failed these days, what matter is how fast I can come back and start from where I left without any procrastination. So, these are failures for me, when its hard to focus, when I am sleepy, when I want to give up, when I am down, I have to remember that no matter how much failure I go through, I am not giving up, and I will be able to reach my goals!